We use COVID tests to tell if we're sick, school tests to tell if we're smart, and psych tests to tell if we're crazy. This sounds a little extreme but you get the point: there is a lot of testing in our lives, and sometimes it can even be a good thing.

Tests are used to evaluate the state or quality of something. There is generally a testing process and then an assessment of the results. The word ‘test’ come from the Latin word ‘testum’ which means a small earthen pot. Metals used to be tested by melting them in clay pots in order to assess their quality.

The process of testing is not always pleasant. The metal in the pot, for example, is subjected to the process of being heated to its melting point in order to determine its purity. Similarly, a person can be subjected to adverse conditions that are sometimes viewed as a a test of character or faith.

Why would we be tested this way? What good can possibly come from the hard times or difficult situations we encounter in life?

 "What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger." (Friedrich Nietzsche) 

Adversity can strengthen our character. The process of heating, and even beating, on metal can serve to make it stronger, tougher, and more resilient. The test itself provides strength.

 "A smooth sea never made a skilled sailor."  (Swahili proverb) 

Difficult situations help us learn and grow. Easy situations rarely improve our skills whereas challenging experiences can be great learning opportunities.

"Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance." (James 1:2-3)

Difficult situations can reinforce what we already believe. In areas concerning faith, for example, successfully conquering fears and doubts can reinforce confidence in our faith. 

"Look for the helpers." (Fred Rogers)

Hard times can encourage us to seek help. When I received a COVID diagnosis, I sought the advice of a doctor, reached out to a friend (who immediately brought over matzoh ball soup), and endlessly scrolled health sites looking for sore throat remedies. I have another friend who wouldn't be where she is today if she hadn't sought out AA at a particularly low point in her life.  We can all use some help at times. 

"When He has tried me, I shall come forth as gold." (Job 23:10)

Lastly, I think testing prepares us for whatever is going to happen next. After a test, generally a change occurs - we either address an issue or move on to the next step. Metals that undergo a heating process past their melting point become a liquid that can be poured into a new shape. Testing becomes a vehicle for change.  

I'm not saying COVID turned me into a new person, but I can report the experience has provided me with a new-found appreciation for the people in my life and a stronger faith in the Spirit who sustains me. The test may not be sacred but, sometimes, the result can be.